The woman of my dreams

Wow, I sure was drunk last night. It was a great night though, really glad I went. The highlight of course was meeting the woman of my dreams (Bella). Love at first sight, is it possible? For months I've been suffering because of a girl I had no future with whatsoever. Clara was more of an obsession, one that still creeps into my mind several times a day every day, but less and less, and certainly less so today.

I was too drunk to clearly express why I fell for this girl so fast. Basically, she had is all: the looks, the charm, the cuteness, the brain, the sense of humor. It's a whole, but I can just tell that she's a gem, and exactly my type of girl. Why, why, why must she have a boyfriend. God dammit. She has my number and I'm pretty certain she's not going to call because she got too wasted at the end, and probably even forgot some of our conversation. It was very bizarre how the alcohol hit us in a flash. We were doing fine, and then bam she had to go to the bathroom and from then on it all went downhill. Before she left, she said "I have to go to the bathroom but don't move, stay where you are, I want to continue this discussion." I saw her again when I convinced her boyfriend that we should go check up on her. She didn't look too good, and I put my hand on her shoulder and asked if she was ok. Her bf said that she probably wanted to stay alone, and she agreed (though i'm pretty sure she wanted her man to take care of her because she had called him on his cell 2 mins before). Anyway, weird situation, and I left and didn't see her again. Snif. I really hope I do see her again. On the other hand, now's not the best time for me to start something, but I just felt such a good vibe with her. Sigh.