Some Days are Better than Others...

...and this is not one of those days. Not a bad day by any means, but I'm feeling a little under the weather, that's all. As I've repeated over and over, I'm hopeful about a possible relationship with Bella, but I also have to be prepared that it might actually not happen. I've been doing a good job not thinking about it too much, but today for some reason I thought about her a lot, and just kinda fell lonely. I miss not having a girlfriend. I haven't had a real one since Maria two years ago. That's a fucking long time. As much as I talk about it, I'm not that much into going after chicks and getting laid. I'm more of the couple type, and it just makes me sad today that I'm single and that I like someone but that I'm not with her. Some days just are better than others...