Still going good, and still very busy! Cut down a tad on the partying because I a bit overdid it last week but I still go out every day and spend hours walking. I've been more productive getting my portfolio going, and the notion that I will get a job that fits me well is seeming more like a definite possibility each day. It's very exciting, as I was feeling completely trapped in the smaller city. I'm still not set on moving to London for good, but I believe it could become a reality, and really be something good for me.
I've been reallllly horny the past few days. More about that lower.
Communication with Bella has been quite scarce. About an e-mail a week. She took 3 days to reply to my first e-mail, so I took 3 days to reply, and now we're on 3 days waiting for a reply. She's still in my heart, and sometimes at night I think of her and wish I could curl up against her and kiss her. I had a dream in which she made the first move and kissed me. I was quite sad when I woke up in the middle of the night, but got back to sleep eventually and had a very fine day after that.
Ashley sent me a semi-drunk facebook message last night in which she was saying how horny she was, and half apologizing for it, and being pretty funny. Haha. I think she digs me ;-) too bad she's in the US now, but Ashley is the type of girl that would be great to have as a gf, and the type of person I wouldn't want things to get weird with if we ended up getting drunk and sleeping together, Anyway she's in the US so it's not even an issue.
Still doing some great MSN sessions with Nina. She's a riot. We talk about sex pretty much everyday, and we've reached a point where we really have no barriers, we talk about everything and in great detail. It makes for pretty fascinating discoveries, and it's awesome to get a girl's perspective on the type of things they do to men to make them feel better about themselves in bed, or some of the things that girls really like and want, etc... Her BF finally made love to her the other night and it was very sweet apparently. She was very happy about that.
Shannon and I have been a bit in the cold. She's mad at me I think and bitches so much on MSN that it's becoming a real turn off. She wants me to devote most of my attention to her, but I'm not her fucking boyfriend!!! I talked to Nina about it and I suggested that the next time I go on one of our drunken night outs with Shannon that always ends up with me driving her home at 6am, I will put a move on her and absolutely go for it. It's a win-win situation. If she stops me than I can blame it on the alcohol and the fact that she's hot the next day, and if she accepts I can shag her rotten, and I really will not stop be shy about it... I'll be a total beast and it'll be hot and heavy! Probably do her doggystyle and grab her tits firmly while humping her. Might even jizz on her ass. At least that's my fantasy :) Frankly, not to be mean, but I don't give a shit if how she reacts after that. SHe's been breaking my balls lately and I've been her little man servant and I'm tired of it. Besides, I think she really needs a good fuck!!!
I absolutely have to fuck during this London trip. There are so many single girls around going for drinks in groups that the opportunities are there everywhere. Just got to find the right occasion, the right plan, etc... It'll happen, I just don't know when or how, but it will happen! My cock has been rock hard for hours at times, something that hasn't happened since my teenage years. I no longer have problems ejaculating, my system has adjusted to the meds for good. I can now fuck freely without the concern of not being able to cum. It's not so much for me (though it does feel great) but I don't like for my partner to feel like I can't get the job done, or that she doesn't feel like she can get the job done. Sarah and Maria worried about that when I was on meds before.
Back to online poker. I'm on a winning streak :) Things are definitely good these days.
xx
ps: By now Clara must've gotten the "First Class Bitch" birthday card :-) Can't tell you how satisfying it feels. I don't expect a reaction from her part, and I'm happy not to get any. For me it's the final chapter of a very painful experience, and I'm glad to about the way I could get closure on it.
Showing posts with label #3 Sarah. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #3 Sarah. Show all posts
Thursday, September 13, 2007
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
The Next Girl
It's very intriguing not knowing who will be the next girl that I will smooch, shag, fall in love with or who will break my heart. I've had my heart broken by two girls, Sarah and Clara. But really, the common thing in both those heartbreaks is that I was dumped, when seemingly right before things were going very well. Very deceiving. Give and get fucked. Next time around, I will not be an asshole, but I will definitely protect myself more, and think of myself before thinking for the other person, which I admit I've done too much of in the past.
I'm in the middle stage of getting better. I said a while ago that I was 70% recovered from my depression. I believe it's really more like 50%. Tomorrow I'm seeing my shrink, a very attractive columbian woman. She's probably 40-45, and she's damn sexy. I always make sure I look good when I go to my appointments with her. I've noticed the last two times that she had just sprayed perfume on her. If tomorrow she does it again, I'm going for it :) Of course I won't, but I've been fantasizing taking her on her desk since I first saw her. I don't know how turned on she could be by a guy who cries and complains about his life in front of her, but maybe it's her thing. Just a stupid fantasy, but it's nice to have an attractive girl listen to you and say the right things. It hasn't happened in a while. Nina is good at that, but Nina is taken and is a friend, besides, most of our conversations are online anyway, and right now what I really miss is human contact not involving a screen and a keyboard.
I've been drinking too much lately, or rather too often. I'm slowly becoming an addict. I take 3 kinds of medication + sleeping pills + i drink. I've stopped pot, but if I had some right now I would roll a big one and listen to massive attack's Mezzanine.
I'm still in my Squirt stage. I'm quite fascinated by female ejaculation. I read that 1 in 15 girl have this ability. No idea if that's true, but I must say the sight of girls getting off, cumming, squirting, and screaming in pleasure is quite a turn on. Any squirter readers out there?
Ok, back to wine and music in my living room. I'm working on a project, but it's top secret. So shhhhh.
I'm in the middle stage of getting better. I said a while ago that I was 70% recovered from my depression. I believe it's really more like 50%. Tomorrow I'm seeing my shrink, a very attractive columbian woman. She's probably 40-45, and she's damn sexy. I always make sure I look good when I go to my appointments with her. I've noticed the last two times that she had just sprayed perfume on her. If tomorrow she does it again, I'm going for it :) Of course I won't, but I've been fantasizing taking her on her desk since I first saw her. I don't know how turned on she could be by a guy who cries and complains about his life in front of her, but maybe it's her thing. Just a stupid fantasy, but it's nice to have an attractive girl listen to you and say the right things. It hasn't happened in a while. Nina is good at that, but Nina is taken and is a friend, besides, most of our conversations are online anyway, and right now what I really miss is human contact not involving a screen and a keyboard.
I've been drinking too much lately, or rather too often. I'm slowly becoming an addict. I take 3 kinds of medication + sleeping pills + i drink. I've stopped pot, but if I had some right now I would roll a big one and listen to massive attack's Mezzanine.
I'm still in my Squirt stage. I'm quite fascinated by female ejaculation. I read that 1 in 15 girl have this ability. No idea if that's true, but I must say the sight of girls getting off, cumming, squirting, and screaming in pleasure is quite a turn on. Any squirter readers out there?
Ok, back to wine and music in my living room. I'm working on a project, but it's top secret. So shhhhh.
Monday, July 30, 2007
#3 Sarah
My first two experiences were an introduction to sex. A decent introduction, but both were brief and left some unanswered questions: "can i make a woman cum?", "will i have a steady relationship with a girl", "what is like to having sex without a condom?", "what is it like to have a complete blowjob?". All those questions would be answered with Sarah.
#3 Sarah
Sarah was a friend from high school. We weren't close in high school, but we got along fine and more or less were part of the same crowd. We became closer after high school, mainly communicating by e-mail. As things didn't really work out with Adriana, I began to spend more time with Sarah, and eventually we went on a road trip together along with another friend. Nothing happened during the trip but upon returning from it we hung out even more until the inevitable happened, we made out and on that same night headed to her flat. I innocently thought we would simply make out more and sleep (as we went to her place to spend the night) but as soon as I got in bed she wrapped her legs around me and we got things going.
That night was amazing. Lots of unanswered questions were answered. First of all, it lasted for what seemed like hours. It was probably about an hour in reality. We had no condoms so no penetration, which was probably even better because it resulted in more foreplay. It was very hot! She wasn't a knock out but I had always been attracted to her. She had luscious lips, nice breasts, soft skin, about 5'3. She really turned me on, and I had often fantasized about fucking her while in high school. It was almost a dream becoming reality. I was finally fucking someone I know and for whom I had a thing for for a while! I don't remember giving her head that night, but I made her cum three times. It was unlike anything I had experiences before, seeing her body react to my fingers rubbing her pussy lips and clit while wrapping each other up into one big naked ball. My cock stayed hard for the whole time, waiting to finally release it's load. Finally she came down on me, and gave me my first real complete blow job. It was absolutely amazing. I remember it so vividly. I lying on back and she was lying next to sideways, with one leg wrapping me and her head towards my hard dick sucking it constant speed while stroking my shaft in the same motion. As I moaned in pleasure she intensified the rhythm. As I felt my dick was ready to burst, my body tensed up and Sarah did not stop or remove her mouth, which caught me a bit by surprise. Would she actually let me cum in her mouth?
The release was amazing. Sarah kept her sucking me until I felt the first of several spurts shoot into her mouth at blazing rate. The first load almost made her gasp, but she kept my cock in her mouth until the very last drop. I couldn't see what was going on as the back of her was blocking my view, but when she came up to kiss me, I could see no cum on my belly or around my dick. She had swallowed every drop of my semen to my amazement! I hadn't pictured her as the swallowing type at all.
I continued seeing Sarah after that, and we stayed together for a year. We were often apart during that time as I returned to the US that fall for school but she visited, I saw her for x-mas break and spring break, as well as the early part of the following summer. During that time we had sex a lot, and it was mostly great. I finally got to give head to a girl and make her cum. She came almost every time we had sex, mostly in missionary position. She gave me quite a few blowjobs but stopped swallowing, instead spitting back my semen on my belly most of the time. Even though she was very open in some areas of sex, she was rather closed on others, such as taking her doggystyle (we she felt was too submissive) or looking at me during blow jobs, hiding instead with the back of her head facing me. She didn't like to be watched during the act, and often closed her eyes during sex. She wasn't very naughty in bed, but on the + side she came very easily, and seemed very satisfied by me, even saying I was the best lover she had been with (not necessarily true but still comforting for the ego) and definitely that she had her strongest orgasm with me, which I believe to be true by the way she screamed during the act which happened on my couch in the US, wither her top flat against me while I held her hips and guiding her against my pumping cock.
We split up that following summer but managed to have post break-up sex for a few weeks after. Some of the best sex actually. I had anal sex with her during that period, which left her in tears as I hit a spot a little too roughly. She mentioned that she was enjoying it until that point. I would get to have more anal sex after that with other partners. One of the perks of not having a large cock is that girls are more likely to give it a try, fearing less that it will hurt!
Overall sex was very good with Sarah, but it would be even better with my next partner with whom I stayed for 4 years, staying faithful the whole time. That story will come in the next post.
#3 Sarah
Sarah was a friend from high school. We weren't close in high school, but we got along fine and more or less were part of the same crowd. We became closer after high school, mainly communicating by e-mail. As things didn't really work out with Adriana, I began to spend more time with Sarah, and eventually we went on a road trip together along with another friend. Nothing happened during the trip but upon returning from it we hung out even more until the inevitable happened, we made out and on that same night headed to her flat. I innocently thought we would simply make out more and sleep (as we went to her place to spend the night) but as soon as I got in bed she wrapped her legs around me and we got things going.
That night was amazing. Lots of unanswered questions were answered. First of all, it lasted for what seemed like hours. It was probably about an hour in reality. We had no condoms so no penetration, which was probably even better because it resulted in more foreplay. It was very hot! She wasn't a knock out but I had always been attracted to her. She had luscious lips, nice breasts, soft skin, about 5'3. She really turned me on, and I had often fantasized about fucking her while in high school. It was almost a dream becoming reality. I was finally fucking someone I know and for whom I had a thing for for a while! I don't remember giving her head that night, but I made her cum three times. It was unlike anything I had experiences before, seeing her body react to my fingers rubbing her pussy lips and clit while wrapping each other up into one big naked ball. My cock stayed hard for the whole time, waiting to finally release it's load. Finally she came down on me, and gave me my first real complete blow job. It was absolutely amazing. I remember it so vividly. I lying on back and she was lying next to sideways, with one leg wrapping me and her head towards my hard dick sucking it constant speed while stroking my shaft in the same motion. As I moaned in pleasure she intensified the rhythm. As I felt my dick was ready to burst, my body tensed up and Sarah did not stop or remove her mouth, which caught me a bit by surprise. Would she actually let me cum in her mouth?
The release was amazing. Sarah kept her sucking me until I felt the first of several spurts shoot into her mouth at blazing rate. The first load almost made her gasp, but she kept my cock in her mouth until the very last drop. I couldn't see what was going on as the back of her was blocking my view, but when she came up to kiss me, I could see no cum on my belly or around my dick. She had swallowed every drop of my semen to my amazement! I hadn't pictured her as the swallowing type at all.
I continued seeing Sarah after that, and we stayed together for a year. We were often apart during that time as I returned to the US that fall for school but she visited, I saw her for x-mas break and spring break, as well as the early part of the following summer. During that time we had sex a lot, and it was mostly great. I finally got to give head to a girl and make her cum. She came almost every time we had sex, mostly in missionary position. She gave me quite a few blowjobs but stopped swallowing, instead spitting back my semen on my belly most of the time. Even though she was very open in some areas of sex, she was rather closed on others, such as taking her doggystyle (we she felt was too submissive) or looking at me during blow jobs, hiding instead with the back of her head facing me. She didn't like to be watched during the act, and often closed her eyes during sex. She wasn't very naughty in bed, but on the + side she came very easily, and seemed very satisfied by me, even saying I was the best lover she had been with (not necessarily true but still comforting for the ego) and definitely that she had her strongest orgasm with me, which I believe to be true by the way she screamed during the act which happened on my couch in the US, wither her top flat against me while I held her hips and guiding her against my pumping cock.
We split up that following summer but managed to have post break-up sex for a few weeks after. Some of the best sex actually. I had anal sex with her during that period, which left her in tears as I hit a spot a little too roughly. She mentioned that she was enjoying it until that point. I would get to have more anal sex after that with other partners. One of the perks of not having a large cock is that girls are more likely to give it a try, fearing less that it will hurt!
Overall sex was very good with Sarah, but it would be even better with my next partner with whom I stayed for 4 years, staying faithful the whole time. That story will come in the next post.
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